Sunday, August 28
just watched van helsing. kate beckinsale's so hot. ah hahaha.
shit i should have been playing my pieces instead.
what if i can't pass damnit??? studio practice tomorrow. ms pang is going to kill me. i don't have time to practice before that. it's too late now, and i can't play the piano before school. oh dear oh dear oh dear. i am drowning in guilt. plus i haven't done any homework or studied for chinese test or
anything.
well things are just gonna have to work out. somehow, someday. i'm going to see you riding that white horse. i'm not in love with a single person. i guess i never am, never was. it's an ideal i seek. it just so happens that some people fit the mould? i love my display picture. blueface. the sheer visible chemistry.. would you believe me if i said i can sense the chemistry between them, even from the distance of a length of a class bench? well. believe me. because i can. it isn't that she's breath-takingly hot or anything excusable like that. it's just that aura i guess. some people have this way of giving off this aura that automatically makes me want to follow them to the ends of the earth. yes i am an utter idiot. because ultimately, no matter what i say.. i still believe in fairytales.
i like this song - it's so chirpy! haha. love in the first degree. and yes i would stand guilty of love in the first degree if i had to.
it must've been love.
10:16 pm
xoxo
